after finding 20 dollars, paul reasonably spent it. he went to the gas station, and filled his empty tank up with 15 dollars worth of gas. this only gave him about 6 gallons of gas, but with life being so uncertain these days, he always felt that 6 gallons was probably more than enough anyways. 6 was a pretty good number. its one more than five and five more than one, and plenty more than zero (the emptiest number in the world). with the other five dollars, he wisely bought a pack of cigarettes, which would help him in the long run by fighting off his inconsistent flares of depression. with the remaining dollar, he bought a large coffee. this coffee would in turn mess with pauls nerves which sent him into an awful sweaty paranoid panic. paul accepted this and thanked god that he could feel anything at all.

Boy, i'm really gonna miss summertime but i'm super  sexcited for the  upcoming  Autumn season.   The leaves, the  treees...i could go on for hours.   Summer is def. my all-time favorite holiday, but Autumn's a really close 2nd place!!!  Some years its even a "photo-finish".   not this year though...Well, as most of you know,  I've been struggling A LOT with  having lustful thoughts about autumn during the summertime.   its  sort of  seasonal thing for me.   I know i shouldn't think about anything  and  "lust" over it .  But guys have hormones too.  and my hormones always  point  to the smell of apple orchards, hayrides, cider mills, and candy apples.  (and last but not least  NFL football)  i may not have the "Sunday Ticket", but i do have a lot of enthusiasm for one team and one team only:  
DA BEARS! why? cause of their autumn colors.    p.s.  I kinda like the Arizona D-backs too.  

I guess its time to go "throw the Pigskin" around with my mates.  k, so peace out for now, and like i always say,
"BCDC is the sheezy!"